Daily Appt.

So, we're all supposed to have this "quiet time with God".. yeah??

I find myself trying so hard to get it.. but not getting it.

I feel like there's something God wants to show me and tell me and I'm getting like sick over it cause I feel like I'm not available or something..

It's not that I'm too busy.. and it's not the people or anything.. I can't really blame anyone or anything for this absence of quiet time, secret place, hiding place..

There's no excuse.. but if I did have an excuse it would be living here with 6 other girls and sharing a room for the first time in my life.

I'm the most independent person and I never realized that till now.. I can't pick up and go without having people follow me, I can't do anything without checking in with at least one person all the time, I can't walk alone, I can't sleep alone, I can't listen to music alone, I can't eat alone, heck I can't even drive here!.....

That would be my excuse if I could have one haha

God, speak to me through the craziness of my life right now.. I'm trying so hard to listen.